When an event of one second becomes so long, and while seeing fragments full of emotions, ideas and souvenirs.., each part have it’s own details, also it is quite different than any other part of the second it self
Every thing in this universe has two faces, the condensed feelings and emotions being scattered on different levels through small portions of the time, where speech will be unable to surround all of those obsessions.
At a glance we feel surprised in front of innumerable contradictions and binaries which embrace the existence vs. nothingness, cheerfulness vs. pain, light vs. darkness, and saturation vs. fogginess… for a while we can see nothing because of the shock… then silence,a second and it take us to love and living.. When the earth was created some millions of years ago , that big blue diamond we live on, and enjoy its resources and treasures,whatever it gives us pains and hopes, it makes us confused with its continual binaries and obsessions,in depth of our personality and conscience, often it stay hidden cause we suppress some of our reactions, so its enough for us to act with that second as an ugly and destructive thing.. as any ugly we disgust so we feel satisfied cause we are much beautiful.
I want to search for beauty in everything, let the space for my brush to express it, and point to the beauty inside the ugliness..
A calm second although it noise, release a colored fragments describes the toner of this explosion, with the excitement of the moment sometimes and with striving of each molecular to the stability sometimes else.
To create the infinity colored groups, and generate with each single move raise from the center of dichotomy..the dichotomy of the hot and the cold colors with its different tones, and it raise to the gray and what came after of the faded gray on the painting surface.